After I published the last post I went to talk to Jamie. He said that what I saw was an old search. I think that sounds a bit hard to swallow, but we have made up for now. I don't know if I can turn off the suspicion and doubts that are running through my head as easily. That's not his problem I know, it's mine. Once they get started though it's like Pandora's box and my mine can start to run away with me. I don't want to sit here and have to question everything. I know he is a great guy and very trustworthy, but I just don't know if I can be as relaxed about everything. I don't know if I believe that they were old searches that he didn't delete and that is where the seed of doubt is planted.