I ended up emailing back and forth with the guy until midnight. He seems really nice. It's all so weird I still don't believe it. It's really awful timing though. My plan is to be single and to relax and censcentrate on everything I want to do in life.

Jamie never responded to my email and last night he came home a little bit after I went to bed and started banging shit around. I went downstairs to ask him if it was necessary and if it was on purpose. He said he was just loud and didn't mean to wake me up. That's it, nothing else. That sucks. I would like to talk about it, but I am sick of him being pissed at me and not talking to me. It makes me feel like any intimacy we had together is gone because he can't talk to me when he's mad. The only person he has to be mad at is himself anyway. If he wasn't trying to hide anything then he wouldn't have gotten caught. I didn't care about the porn, it was his decision to hide it. I hope that we can still be friends because I really like him. He is such a great guy and he has treated me better than any guy I have been with and it makes me very sad that we're not going to be together any more. I miss him already.