well i have a virus and it is a bitch. but anyway . me and keith have broken up. i think. not really sure. i dont know what he is thinking. he's mad at me because i said "your right you are an asshole, fuck you take me home" which of course would make any one mad. i know i shouldnt have said it i regret saying it, i regret saying it in front of matt. i can understand why he would still be mad about it. i am still mad about a few things too. but i dont really want to get into that right now. i already tried it 3 different times and the virus took over my computer. so i am keeping this one short. i am pretty confused on what i want to do right now. i mean like i said i am mad still about some things and i am pretty hurt right now. and i know keith is too. but i was trying to make things better last night and he chose to stay mad. he says he looks at things from other peoples point of veiw but like i said before that must be for everyone but me. alright now i am getting upset again so i better stop. or this will end up getting long and then deleted by the virus.