i was talking to kenny about this dream i had last night, and it was cool cuz he had taken a class and during the class they went over dream interpretation. but i was hoping when i go back to get into a class like that. cuz i know some of the dreams i have are symbolic. like this one time i had a dream where i was getting married (to kyle....it was a long time ago) and we were running late but i wasnt going to get married until dr. A got there cuz he had to sew haphazardous onto the back of my dress (a la football player style) and last night my dream was about me and kenny and keith all eating at this bar (it was dark inside like bars usually are and we were eating wings) in chicago, well keith went to go to the bathroom and i noticed someone standing next to me staring well i just kept on eating but eventually i look up and it's kyle's mom and she is glaring at me, well i was really shocked to see her cuz 1 why the hell is she in chicago and 2 how the hell did we end up in the same place at the same time. and his little sister carrie is behind her but she will barely even look at me. so i was like ohmigod what are you doing here and i introduced her to kenny (this is my friend kenny) and she seemed to relax and stuff well i went to the bathroom and when i got back keith was back. as i was walking to the table i was thinking crap, they were happy when they found out i wasnt with kenny, and pissed when they thought i was, when they find out i am with keith they are going to be really upset and hurt, but if i dont give keith a kiss (kinda like a hello kiss) then he is going to be really hurt so i end up giving him a kiss. i dont remember what happened after that. but anyway, kenny was saying how that i know where kenny stands and that we are just friends and that keith is my boyfriend and that i picked keith over kyle's family. which i remember thinking when i got up that i picked him. but what really made it weird was that keith and kenny and i were all out together and having a good time. i have had other dreams where i have picked keith over kyle and stuff. but it was also weird that it was kyle's family this time. cuz i was always like i would miss his family more and that was one excuse that i used not to break up with him was because i would miss his family so much. so that was really weird. i just want to being able to figure out dreams that i have that i know are significant on my own so i know what they mean right away. i have de ja vu alot too. the last time i had it was when keith and i were staying in elizabeth's room. it was right down to the quilt we were laying on which she had just gotten and i hadnt seen until that weekend. i had a lot of de ja vu about keith after we got together. it seemed like almost every time we saw each other i was like man i have been here before. or he's said that before. i dream about him alot too. more than any one else. well i was dreaming about kyle alot a little while ago but like i said i also have had a few dreams where i pick keith over kyle. whenever they are in the same dream that is how it goes. ya know what's weird i dont dream about other people in my life that much. like i dream about my mom once in awhile, but cheryl and marisa and my grandma and aunt and brothers i barely dream about them. i wonder why that is. maybe because i see keith more, but i never dreamed about kyle that much when we were together. like i remember having dreams where he cheated on me or something like that or the marriage dream. i had a few of those. but i definitly did not have dreams about him right after we started going out. i dont know. that's why i want to be able to tell what the hell they mean. i was glad that kenny didnt seem upset or what ever about his roll in my dream. i was worried how he would take it. cuz in the dream i introduce him as my friend and i kiss keith. but he was like wow i feel special cuz the people at the table were people who are important in your life so i must be important to you. and i was like of course you are. and he was the one who came up with the dream was showing me were people in my life are. (he's my friend keith is my boyfriend) although i had no confusion about that, but now maybe he wont either. oh and he was like you not wanting to kiss keith that didnt have anything to do with me being there did it and i was like no and he's like that's good. so that was cool.