i went outside today! more than once! i am crazy! that just reminded me of an eminem song i want to download and put on my new mp3 player. i am really happy with it even though it's not as small and cute as the other ones but i will live. so anyway my phone is groing on me a bit too. the ring isnt too loud and i ended up finding the other volume button. but i just tried to call someone (who i thought was keith) back and it didnt go through. i wonder if that is because it is not charged all the way or if it is messed up. oh and to get back to the earlier point of me going outside. first i went for a walk (granted it was to portillos to get a big fat greasy cheeseburger...mmmmmmm......cheeseburger) and then i went rollerblading. i went over to the path along the lake. i almost died. but oh well. so anyway. i was out there for over an hour! it was cool. everyone was staring at me like i was a dork but that's ok. i am. plus me almost falling every 2 seconds didnt help. i am going to force kenny to go with me tomorrow. and then i am going to try to get keith to go with me saturday. i will be an exercise fiend. it doesnt help that me and kenny are going to tgif tomorrow but oh well. and all the pizza i am going to be eating this weekend. i am so excited. i think keith is actually coming on saturday so i will be happy. so anyway. i think he will also be here friday. so that is sweet just one more day til i see him and i will be busy hanging out with kenny so that will keep me distracted. i am really glad kenny is cool about the whole keith thing. i hated not telling him but he definitly needed some time to realize i am not the end of the world. (i know that sounds concieted but i hurt him pretty bad) so anyway i am glad that he is over me so that way we can be friends and we dont need to worry about walking on eggshells and all that. i mean i didnt tell him every thing about keith i just told him that i liked keith. so anyway. tomorrow should be fun, i know we will have fun when we go out to lunch and then hopefully when we go rollerblading. i never did anything sporty with him so i dont know what will happen if he sucks. but who knows maybe he is good. hopefully we will just have fun cuz i aint that great either. i miss keith. i am getting all excited about seeing him. he was being all cute on the phone earlier. he's so sexy. yum. i really cant wait til he sees his present. i know he is going to love it. but he doesnt like people spending money on him so he might be kinda mad but oh well. it's not just for him. ok it's mostly for him but it's for me too. so he will just have to get over it. even though i would get it for him if i didnt like it but i would probably wait awhile like for his birthday or something but since i want it too it's ok.