oh and another thing when i did apologize last night it's not good enough, he still wasnt saying anything, but if he apologizes it's what more do you want, see he is taking all that other shit from his past relationships and how he is always the one to make shit better out on me, and trying to have me make up for it. well i have a feeling no matter how many times i apologize or make up for shit that he is still going to be the one that does it all and that it will never be good enough. but if i feel i didnt start a fight or that i am not the one that did something wrong then i wont be the one to make it right. and last night i apologized and then he was saying i kept bringing it back up, oh no that aint the way it happened, i apologized and we sat there not saying anything and then i said so are you not going to talk to me now, and then we were moving on past it and he brought it up again, but when i try to explain it again oh i am just going around in circles. whatever!