ok well anyway. John came over sunday night and we stayed up talking until 5 in the morning. i could not believe it. i have class at 830. but we slept until like 4 in the afternoon. today i went to drafting. Kevin and i are going to meet on saturday to do drafting. we are trying to get marisa to go with us but that slacker probably wont. lol. kenny is coming over later tonight. i am talking to this guy on the phone and i dont remember his name. but we havent even met and he is already talking about long term stuff. what is with that. seriously. chatted with heman for a second. that was cool. i wasnt sure if i would hear from him again. great sam is talking about a relationship too. i am sick of this. if i tell you i just want to be friends i mean it! if i dont say it then maybe something more. but otherwise just friends. but i guess it is my own fault a little bit. but i thought most guys were comittment phobic and all that. but what is all this wanting to be serious after the first date about. been there done that (in highschool). but oh well. i am only interested in 3 guys right now. and i am not sure about John. not calling when he was 2 hrs late is pretty crappy. if i wouldnt have called him i wouldnt have known he was coming. but other than that he is nice. he is rather blunt but i like that. i would rather deal with that than someone who is always telling lies. so anyway. kenny is a little snobby though. and he has said some things to me but i cant tell if he is joking or not. so that is kinda weird. well anyway i am very tired and i need to get some groceries so i can eat