I am definitely going through withdrawls. I was reading some of my archives from when me and Keith were together and I picked a month where we were obviously fighting alot. After I read about a couple of big fights we got into I was all "I miss Keith...*sniff*" I don't miss fighting with him, but I do really miss being w/ him when we weren't fighting. Then again the other day I was thinking how Kyle wasn't really that bad of a boyfriend and that I really did love him before things started to go bad. While it's true I did love him and he was a good boyfriend for awhile, it just goes to show that I'm insane. I also emailed CL yesterday. It's true I am a glutton for punishment and self-torture. I can't help it.