ya know what sucks? i lost my blogs from october! that is shitty. i have no idea how that happened. oh well it was just stupid stuff anyway. got in a fight with kenny and he tried for the thousandth time to accuse me of being with him for his money. i think that he wanted me to be with him for his money. it makes him feel powerful or something. that is fucked up. keith didnt come home for lunch today. that kinda sucks cuz i was looking forward to kissing him. but oh well i can do that when he comes home from work. although he did have a list of things for me to do. we will see if that is how he is going to start being. he was just teasing but you know what i mean. also got an email from cheryl earlier. havent read it yet. going to go outside and play with the dog for a few minutes unles it is really cold