well i feel a little bit better today. marisa called me last night and we talked for awhile. she is bound and determined to get me to move out to the suburbs though. i hope i get a job soon. or i might take her up on it. i am thinking more and more about a roommate though. but it would have to be in the same area. i wouldnt mind moving over to these dearborn apartments that i looked at with kelly. they were nice and they had a gym and a pool. hmmmm. i wonder. but i know you probably cant paint there either. well i am sure there are tons of cute apartments in this area that you can paint. but i would like to move to a building with a gym. not that i would necessarily use it but who knows. maybe i would. but i want to be able to paint. and do stuff and all that. ya know. be creative. but then again making all white walls look warm and cozy could be considered creative. ya know maybe i will just get a one bedroom here. in the same building. still wont be able to paint and still no gym. i dont know i really like my apartment though. maybe keith will want to move in here with me. lol. well technically it is bigger than his room in wisconsin and when i am there we hardly ever leave that room. although we might need to move into a one bedroom though for all of his exercise equipment. plus there would have to be room for his kids to sleep. damn that wont work. oh well. i cant wait for later tonight when he comes over! i am getting excited!