well spring is finally on it's way. i was awaken this morning...ok late morning... by birds chirping outside my window. so annoying but a symbol of warm weather to come. very nice. my interview is tomorrow. i am getting nervous. this sucks. i didnt find pants to match my blazer but kenny said i should wear my blazer cuz every chic in v.s. normally wears a blazer but when i dropped my application off they were all in short sleeve shirts and stuff. but i would agree with him that i should wear the blazer but if it doesnt match the pants then i will look stupid. seriously they should paten one version of black and everyone should use it. but then it would probably be that stupid green black that is ugly. but anyway. plus if i take the blazer back then i can get some comfy black dress shoes for if i actually start work plus i might be able to pick up some groceries too. but anyway. i will need some comfy black shoes cuz those heels that i have i can wear for maybe 2 hours but not 8 at least not standing up the entire time. i will fell awful. so shoes are top on my list. oh and i am down to 144 lbs. so that is awesome. but since i didnt get groceries yesterday that means i dont really have that good of food in the house. but i also dont have the money to go and get soda's from the vending machine so that will help out alot. so i will have to drink water.