alright well now i am just in a blah mood. i realized that yet again for the 3rd week this month i am ragging. that pisses me off. i just finished a two week stint saturday and here we are wednesday. this is retarded. so anyway enough about that. i was starting to get excited about the damn idea again. so i am trying to stop that cuz i know something is going to be off about it and then i am going to be disappointed. but i am thinking if i can get my little brother to move up here with me. i am getting impatient about it. and i just thought of it yesterday and i have to sit on it at least until next month. and i still have research to do on it and i have a book at home that i can use to read up on some of it. and i want to contact the people and get it into motion and all that. or at least find out if it is doable so if it's not i can get other stuff going