alright well keith came home for lunch. we talked and he said he doesnt want to break up. so i am relieved. but i still dont know how we are going to stop fighting. he is saying it is all my fault and yet he wont admit that it takes 2 people to fight and that i didnt have a problem. oh well. i am happy cuz hopefully we can figure out a way to stop fighting. he asked me if i was going to get all mental if he broke up with me. i was like whatever. i mean of course i would be upset. wouldnt he? i mean if he told me why and i understood it then of course i would take it better. but i would still be upset. i dont know.