so anyway. worked out again today. my hamstrings are killing me so i didnt do the squats or lunges although tomorrow and saturday i plan on doing the slim and limber tape so i can stretch out my hamstrings we just dont stretch enough in that video. well anyway. yesterday i was like hmmm i think my butt is getting bigger but then i was like nooooooo you cant notice a change like that after 3 days however it is 1/2 an inch bigger! i measured today! maybe it's from not exercising the last few weeks. but still i have lost a lb and it definitely feels more muscular (yes i checked!) so anyway. now i am pissed cuz my whole lower body is 1/2 an inch bigger but my upper body is smaller so thats pretty cool! so i am happy about that. finally made my chili today. its yummy. going to clean tomorrow. i am so bored i have nothing to do. and i am tired. i want to go to bed now but then i will be up in a few hours and then what will i do. so i think i will try to wait until 930. i am lame! so anyway. kenny said that he thought that he and his ex would get back together for awhile too so i am not the only one. that is good. i am glad to hear that. well anyway. i need a job. i hope i get that job at thomasville furniture or la tan. either one would be good but i so want the one at thomasville furniture. i am going to apply at the gym too i think. i wish i had tv right now. this would be a good time for it. i really cant wait til the end of my 6 weeks! it's going to be great! heres the plan. hopefully i will have a job.... then i will pay back kenny, and my bills. lol. and then pay a chunk of my dr's bill. oh and get some kind of health insurance, get kenny's xmas present, and then have enough money to go shopping. well maybe i will pay my regular amount to my dr. next month. and not get insurance until march too. but pay off the bills and kenny and get kenny's xmas and valentines day present and go shopping. shopping shopping shopping. i love to shop. well not really but i do love getting new things and if i have to shop to get them then shop i will. lol. actually if i had decent things now i wouldnt feel the need to shop so much. like if i had good clothes and everything. like clothes that fit and all that. then i would just spend my money doing fun stuff like going to the art museum and all that. and exploring the city outside of the mall.lol. i mean how great would that be. doing really nice things. that would be awesome. that will have to wait til april probably cuz i also have to save up for school. well i can do cheap stuff around the city. and all that. cant wait to go shopping. i could go and visit marisa too!!! yea! goodness i cant wait lol.