finally i am home. not really though cuz i am at kenny's waiting for him to come back from teaching piano. so anyway dr abramson convinced me to call micheal just to see. so i text messaged him last night and nothing so far so whatever now i know that is officially over but i am still confused as to why. but anyway i think me and keith are just going to be friends and i dont know but the idea of being kenny's girlfriend is sounding better all the time. i dont understand it either. well actually i do. he is very sweet (except when he went crazy over keith but we will see about that) so then anyway he is also romantic and considerate and just a great person. i talked to mike over xmas break which reminds me i still have to call him. but anyway. i was glad to catch up with him. he was one of my best friends growing up and i hadnt seen him since h.s. graduation. but he seemed to be doing very well. which is awesome. so anyway. i am exhausted right now. kenny kept me up all night and then the damn phone rang all morning. so anyway i am going to stop now