damn i am bored. i am eating a salad so i am not too hungry before kenny gets here. he wont be here until 10 so that sucks but i still have to do dishes and my art lesson and clean the rest of the apartment so that should keep me busy. i discovered i really like honey mustard dressing, so i bought some of that and i have a chicken breast i plan to grill up tonight with the pork chops so i can put that on top of the salad and have that for lunch tomorrow or something and i also plan on making my chili tomorrow too. so i should have enough food to last me through out the week with out having to go out so i can be on weight watchers. well i might need to get some cheese for some grilled cheese sandwiches. right now i plan on kicking ass with this slim in six. i want to be damn sexy. not that i am not already but i want to be damn sexy in a bikinin. teeny tiny bikini. but lets be honest when i am that sexy i am not going to leave the house i am going to stay in my apartment all day just looking at my sexy self in the mirror. well thats not true i will have to leave in order to go shopping. it's just not the same buying clothes on line. i mean when you can actually fit in the clothes who wants to sit at home. you need to go and try em on just cuz ya can so anyway. i am not even going to buy shorts this summer. i am going to buy nothing but sun dresses and mini skirts. and lowrise jeans. that is all i am going to wear this spring. lowrise jeans. and sexy skirts. damn i cant wait. it felt really good to exercise today. the last time i exercised was before i went home. i was starting to feel like a fat slob. i cant wait til tomorrow. i hate that i get so excited when i start exercising and then get burnt out about a month into it. i wish i could just be a steady pace the whole way through. instead of going to the extremes. man so much shit has sugar in it it is unbelievable. it's disgusting. since i am making kenny supper tonight i got some instant potatoes well the betty crocker brand looks really good but they all have sugar in them so i had to get idaho which is what i normally buy (well i bought the betty crocker ones too cuz they were like 99 cents) but anyway. i cant make anything hardly. except meat. lol. well somestuff naturally has sugar in it like honey and fruits and stuff but why in the hell do potatoes need sugar. damn. well anyway i am going quit typing now cuz i dont really have anything interesting to say i am just bored and sleepy so i am going to download some music.