well i have spent the last few days with kenny. and we spent new yrs together even though i just wanted to chill at home but it was ok cuz we just hung out at his cousins house and played video games but then i got completely waisted cuz we were playing a drinking game with the video game and we were drinking makers mark and since i dont drink i was gone pretty quick and we had portillo's beef sandwiches before we started drinking. well they are so nasty coming back up i went into portillos last night and i smelled them and i felt sick. so anyway i am a lightweight. and then yesterday i spent all day with keith it was really nice. we had alot of fun. chilled out. kissed alittle. but anyway. then this morning john calls at like 5 asking me to go out with him and i am like uuuuhhhhhh i'm sleeping. but i told him someother time and i think he said he would call me some time today but i dont plan on being home. cuz i am kinda mad cuz he didnt call me at all throughout the time i was at home and i told him when i got back and then he calls at 5 in the morning when he is drunk. hmm think l will pass. but anyway. cheryl called last night too she is pretty bummed out cuz bill is gone so much and eric wont take elizabeth and elizabeth doesnt like bill. i told her she can send elizabeth up here if she needs a break that bad but i think she will send elizabeth up here when bill is home which is fine but bill really needs to spend time with elizabeth. but i dont know. i think i am changing my major. i think i might go into art therapy. so i might switch to columbia. but i am going to miss duffy. he is so sweet. i thinking that i am going back to bed now