well i actually got some twice this weekend. a very happy surprise. although i just realize i could have gotten it for a third time at 4 this morning, but unfortunately i am not too quick at that time so i just went back to sleep. now i want to cry. really. i'm like WHY! WHY did i have to go back to sleep! i am kicking myself. last night however we had some pretty good sex. it was kinda quick cuz we were both exhausted but the ending was pretty good, i also told keith i loved him. it felt very nice to finally say it. but i am glad i waited. i would have prefered not being on a break when i said it but it needed to be said and i think i would have gone crazy if i didnt tell him soon. besides i think the break is just cuz he doesnt want to say he has a girlfriend or whatever. like he just prefers to say he is seeing someone. commitment phobic or whatever. for good reason though
why did i have to go back to sleep
i did get a little upset cuz w/ nikki he is all affectionate and everything and it's like see i know you can do it. lol. i watched him practice softball. he is pretty good, he can hit the ball really far and that's sexy. he looks really good in the outfit he was wearing too, it was just those windpants things from adidas and a tshirt but he looked sexy. it's like how can he think he's fat? but then again most of the time i think i am fat so i dont know.
i need to call down to the college and see if they will let me pay a little late if i show them proof of my income. i doubt it but my old school did so i dont know. but that wasnt in chicago. well the old community college.
i want to own my own house so bad. but i know it will be forever before that happens and it pisses me off. i want to be able to paint and do home improvement stuff and whatever i want. i cant even hang curtains right in this apartment cuz the walls are concrete. i am just feeling frustrated, plus i dont have any room which this apartment really is a good size for me but i want to get a kingsize bed and i dont have room for it. not that i need a kingsize bed but they are only like 200 bucks so why not. i also want to save up for a house on the beach or something. i have a LONG way to go for that though.
we went to see collateral last night. that was an awesome movie.
why did i have to go back to sleep
i did get a little upset cuz w/ nikki he is all affectionate and everything and it's like see i know you can do it. lol. i watched him practice softball. he is pretty good, he can hit the ball really far and that's sexy. he looks really good in the outfit he was wearing too, it was just those windpants things from adidas and a tshirt but he looked sexy. it's like how can he think he's fat? but then again most of the time i think i am fat so i dont know.
i need to call down to the college and see if they will let me pay a little late if i show them proof of my income. i doubt it but my old school did so i dont know. but that wasnt in chicago. well the old community college.
i want to own my own house so bad. but i know it will be forever before that happens and it pisses me off. i want to be able to paint and do home improvement stuff and whatever i want. i cant even hang curtains right in this apartment cuz the walls are concrete. i am just feeling frustrated, plus i dont have any room which this apartment really is a good size for me but i want to get a kingsize bed and i dont have room for it. not that i need a kingsize bed but they are only like 200 bucks so why not. i also want to save up for a house on the beach or something. i have a LONG way to go for that though.
we went to see collateral last night. that was an awesome movie.
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