well i am pretty pumped up about my biz again. i talked to dr. a. and well i really didnt have much to tell him. he thought it was "odd" that me and keith are basically boyfriend and girlfriend but he won't commit. but well so do i. but we both know why. he is happy that everything is going so well. and that i am determined to get through english 2 this semester and that i am only going to take 2 classes so i can get through it.

i had to take care of myself this afternoon and damn if i didnt do a good job. lol. i couldnt help it, i was thinking of how good keith is at b & d and i got all hot and bothered. lol. i'm kinky i know but i can't help it. although i never would have known there was a term for what i liked if i wouldnt have picked up sextrology. that's a good book.

oh and i am broke :-( but that's ok. i just got a months worth of food for 27 dollars and i have 10 bucks left when that runs out.

oh and the doc said that the reason i probably didnt get the job at the hotel was because someone felt threatened that i might take their job and that's funny that he said that cuz the manager is the one that didnt like me but her boss did. ya know the last thing i would want would be to be manager, i just wanted something to get me some cash. ya know what i also havent gotten my check from that damn mortgage company. that will be sweet cuz that's another like 20 bucks for food. good deal.