Saturday, August 07, 2004

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)New experiences are even better when you go out looking for them. Your mind is open, and so is your heart. Indulge in your favorite art form and let it move you. Discover something that you've been meaning to try but haven't had time to yet. This is a time that great things can happen, and opportunity could be knocking at your door. A gem of a discovery could lie barely concealed within a familiar process. Do your research and dig deep beyond the surface level.

this is my horoscope for today. the weird thing is marisa called me earlier and her and stef are coming up and i am going to go and get a tarot reading done cuz i have been wanting to do that forever but never have ( i know i am a sucker but who cares it's just for fun) and we are gonna walk around a bit so she can get whistled at and then we are gonna crash. i am feeling much better now. but i am still tired.

i am getting pretty pissed at keith. cuz he hasnt called me all day and it doesnt look like he is going to. well guess what he said he might come down today and he would see if he could. well the last 2 times he said he would see if he could come down and didnt come he didnt fucking call. so whatever. that's stupid. i deserve better than that shit and just sitting here waiting for his call. it's nonsense. he is fucking blowing me off so whatever. i am getting pretty tired of sitting here waiting for him to decide if he loves me or if does if he is gonna do anything about it. yeah i could call him but he is the one who is working all day today.i dont want to bug him, and now i am too pissed to. if i call him i am just going to have attitude or whatever. i wonder if the next weekend he has free if something else is going to come up and he cant hang out all weekend. i am getting pretty sick of having to wonder if he gives a shit. he says he does but his actions are saying something completely different. who would like going through this shit. i am sick of having all my friends think i am stupid and reminding me that i am not in a relationship. i hate that they have to. i hate that the one guy i want doesnt want me. and if i say any of this to him he is just gonna be like fine then dont be w/ me well i am getting to the point where that's the way it's gonna be. cuz i am not happy w/ it the way it is. i gave him a month and he hasnt even thought about it. i mean that says something about where i am on his list of priorities. about how much he cares about what he is putting me through.

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