i am so freaking sick! i hope that today is the worst of it. well kenny is seriously an ass but i dont know, if i tell marisa then she will be upset and then what if he gets over it and then they go out again and then they will both hate me. i think i will wait and see and in the mean time keep out of it. cuz she is having her doubts too so maybe things will work out on their own just the way they are supposed to. being in the middle when things are good is kinda fun, when they aren't good not so much. i have more loyalty to marisa than kenny, but maybe he was just getting scared i dont know. well anyway. miracle was pretty good. now i am moving on to paycheck. and then to return them and maybe get some more. i hope i do feel better soon cuz my apartment is going to be trashed and i wont have time to clean it. i need better organization. well i am going to pig out and watch my movie.