i had a post earlier but i accidentally erased it. so anyway. i went to my pilates class earlier. it was so cool. i was very happy i signed up. but next time it's not going to be for 630 in the morning. oh well i only have like 4 weeks of this left. so only 4 days where i have to be up that early. that's not too bad marisa and keith do it all the time and at elast i can come home and take a nap. i cant believe i have to wait a whole week to do pilates again. but oh well. if i still feel that way when i am done then maybe i will sign up for more than one day a week. i just opened an ameritrade account. not a good idea but there is one stock in particular that i really want to get into for the time being. maybe make some cash. maybe lose my ass. making cash would be nice though. i have a vip party at bar chicago so i invited cheryl and bill and when i told marisa she didnt seem that happy. i think she was planning on inviting some of her own friends. but oh well. and now marisa wants to rearrange my apartment. i know how she wants to put my furniture and i was thinking the same thing but for right now i really want to keep it the way it is. i was hoping keith would come over tonight but he isnt going to. that's too bad. i even got oranges but now by the time i will get to use them they will be bad. that's only a small part though. but still. so anyway. i dont know if i should take a nap or clean. well i know what i should do the question is what am i going to do. well actually i know the answer to that too. lol. i am awful. but ya know there's no reason to clean cuz no one is going to be over here but me until friday so what's the point. i am feeling kinda lonely today but that's alright. i will get over it. i think i might play some final fantasy when i get up. that sounds like a good idea.