such a better mood today. i even got up at 730. i got up that early to go to a waterexercise class but i have too much stuff to do so i am going to try and do that stuff. the reason i am in such a good mood you might be wondering, the sweetest guy ever surprised me yesterday by coming down after he got off work early. it was the sweetest thing. and then we went to dave and busters and played video games all night which was so much fun. not to mention the great sex we had before we left and the GREAT sex we had when we got back. i woke up smiling. and he even said a couple of times that it looked like i was losing weight (always wonderful to hear especially since on my way back from watertower place i was feeling sooo fat because it was hot as hell and there were about 100 teeny tiny ladies in teeny tiny clothes)i was just so damn happy that he came down. i had more fun yesterday than i have had in a long time. i want to say that time we went out on the fourwheelers in the snow. dont get me wrong we have fun together all the time but i dont know i think since he surprised me it made it even better. i am not too happy with my hair cut and i think the dye might have run together a bit in my highlights but i am not sure. i was half asleep and looking out of squinted eyes when i checked this morning. i guess i will be able to tell if i like my hair for sure later when i try to fix it. but lynn said i would still be able to put it up and that is not that case. i have to use a ton of bobby pins or barretts to keep it out of my face. i was very tempted to tell him to just hack it all off. but when it gets hot and humid like yesterday that is usually how i feel. i just hate getting a bad haircut and it seems like that is all i ever get. but it's alright not even a bad hairday can put me in a bad mood today! :-D i am not looking forward to going out with marisa, i dont want to drink. and she was saying that if i dont drink with her then she is inviting kenny cuz she isnt drinking alone. why do we have to drink. i am trying to lose weight. i dont want to ruin it by drinking. it's bad enough that i ate at dave and busters last night (and had the cheesecake, which was yummy btw)and didnt go to the martial arts class or the water exercise class this morning. next week though i have to eat in my points range everyday. the thing that makes me mad though is that there's no place to eat that is close to me that is in my dining out book. except subway. and in order to get into the one online you have to register for the damn meetings i hate the meetings!!! and i dont want to pay. i also dont think i should pay for the shit online either but i know i am going to pay for both so i can get that damn list. it's probably the same thing as in the book too and then i will be mad. but anyway i really dont want to go out. the whole crap yesterday when she was saying all that made me mad. i am not that big of a drinker, she knows that, i dont like going out every weekend to drink. and it's like i dont care if she drinks, and i gave an alternative, ya know just going out to dinner, having a drink before dinner, and then coming back and chilling, i can understand how she might not want to do that, she is in the city and she wants to go out. but she made such a big deal about it that now it seems like the only reason she is coming over is to get drunk. and that's not cool, i am tired of people treating me like that. and she even tried telling kenny it was my idea for us to go out again this weekend. ummm, no wonder he thought that was odd cuz i never go out. let alone 2 weekends in a row. ok so anyway back to happy thoughts about the wonderful keith. *sigh* well i have things to do and all that.