this is sweet! glad to be able to change the font and color and all that.

so anyway, heading to vegas tonight, i was sad cuz keith said he was hurt that i am not taking my first flight with him, well at first that made me sad cuz i wanted to take my first flight with him, but ya know he's the one who wanted the break, so i am not going to feel guilty because i am doing something for me. i dont think i could be his first for anything so what does it matter if he is not there when i take my first flight. he said they were boring anyway.

i have to call dr. a.  and tell him keith did not in fact come down last night even though i asked him to. i dont know i guess i am glad that he didnt cuz now i can prepare for the worst i guess and quit hoping we will get back together. i gave him 2 good solutions to try for our fighting and he doesnt want to try them, so how else are we going to get better?

I AM GOING TO VEGAS!!!!! i am mostly looking forward to the hotel room. and the spa, i feel kinda eh about the shows and everything else. i mean i know i will have fun at them, but i dont know what to expect so i dont know what to get my hopes up about. ya know.

took a weight training class this morning or i guess i should say sculpting class, it was hard! no cardio so that was nice, but the abs part was harder than pilates, and i dont think i am going to be able to move again later on. so that sucks but like i said i am going to a spa when i am at the hotels.

guess i better pack and all that stuff and i want to take a nap cuz i am sleepy,