well i went to pilates today, it was pretty good, the teacher is hilarious! and really nice, she's going to try to come to the bootcamp class tomorrow. i mentioned vegas to keith and now he is all worried that i am going to get back with kenny, and it's like ya know, you wanted this break not me, and i am so much more miserable than he is. it's unreal! and i am not going to feel guilty about going to vegas or spending time with kenny. first of all kenny is dating this girl and he thinks it will get serious (we all know how fast kenny likes to move) and he just sent me pics of these 2 girls him and his brother are going to try and have sex with! now why would i sleep with someone like that!? it makes me wonder what he did in vegas when he went when were sorta together. and i dont want another boyfriend if me and keith dont work out. i mean i just got my heartbroken twice (well three if you count michael, lol) in less than a yr. obviously i am not doing too good. why would i keep trying something after i get hurt almost everytime i have done it? besides i would not have any time for a new boyfriend with work and soon school and working out. and my new friends. so anyway. i am going to try and not dwell on whats going on with me and keith any more on here, it will be hard i know, but my day has enough highs and lows in it and i need to concentrate on the good things that i have going on now and less on the stuff that is iffy, i mean i think that if we get back together we will be better for the break and if we dont get back together then it wasnt right and i cant keep going over all the what if's, it's wearing me out. so anyway

about the job, i actually have 2, one is marketing for a real estate company or well actually a mortgage company, but we do real estate too, so if i have to be a telemarketer i guess i would rather be one in a field that i want to learn about, dont know about my boss, he might be an asspain but we will see i am sure, but the two girls that i am training with are AWESOME! one is from west africa and she is a refugee from a civil war in her country and her brother's are still over there, and the other is from california. i mean how cool is that. at first i thought the one from california, mallory, was going to be stuck up because she kinda gave me a look but then she was really nice and we got along great, i think the look was more because i knew what questions to ask or something like that, cuz she was wondering how long the training was and if it was paid and the boss, bruce, wasnt there so i was saying that it was for a week and paid and she was like he tells you everything and he doesnt tell us anything, and she kinda laughed and she was like well that's probably cuz you know all the right questions to ask. so i felt smart, and pamela is really nice and sweet too, and she has a great accent, we all walked home together, it was so sweet, well up to chicago ave. that's where we split up.

like i said went to pilates with ross today, and tomorrow is the bootcamp then friday we are taking another class i havent taken before, umm gotta run