made up a pilates class today. i am not sure if i liked that teacher. she went really fast and didnt explain the moves and there was less concentration on breathing and since i am a beginner i need to be reminded when to breath once in awhile and to hold in my stomach and all that. but i think for an advanced teacher she was good. very nice. i went to portillos to eat. i feel bad now. it tasted good but now i feel all tired and heavy. remind me of this the next time i have a craving for portillos. went and found a sex shop today. got alot of goodies. now i am going to clean and start to get organized cuz tomorrow i am going to go and buy more shelves and stuff. so i need to get my place clean.