i am starving. i need to get up and go to the grocery store. last week when i was too sick to do anything but lie in bed, and was hungry enough to eat the most in my points range and then pig out friday through monday (well technically i only ate breakfast but it cost all my points for the day! and then some) i still lost 3 lbs. i dont know if it is muscle though or what. doesnt it normally take like 2 weeks to start losing muscle. the only place i reall lost any inches was my stomache.and that could be cuz i didnt eat since yesterday morning. well i lost half an inch on my hips. that's always a plus. well anyway. marisa and kenny broke up and she was back with ray but now her and ray broke up and i dont know what's going to happen next. my stock is up to 3.92, i bought in at 3.68 so i am feeling pretty happy right now about that. me and keith got into a fight and i am still mad about it. well hurt is a better way to describe it. but i dont want to talk about it right now cuz then i will get mad about it. i am getting so bitter about being sick and not being able to work out. it pisses me off. cuz now i am a week behind. even though i still lost weight i dont know if i am going to keep it off. cuz it was probably just cuz i was sick. besides i would rather be toned. oh well i will just have to do what i can this week. i am planning on going to pilates tomorrow. i will tell him i was sick and that i am still sick but i am going to do what i can. hopefully i can do something. well i have to get groceries and breakfast.