kenny got me an awesome present for valentines day. i cant wait to have a job so i can get him some cool stuff. and he said that he wanted to buy a latte maker. and since that is what i want to get him for xmas that is so cool cuz now i know he will like it. just need to get a job before he buys it himself. lol. the pic is awesome though it's 3 pics. of couples dancing. tango to be exact. but it is so cool. i really like it. he gets some great presents. damn. i cant wait til i can get him some. the latte maker i saw was sooo awesome! plus i am going to get him a few more things that he needs so that will be cool. well not needs so much as wants oh and i got him a pic of the cast from casino. it was done in pastels and it looked really nice and i am pretty sure that is his fave movie so. he liked it. he picked it out. he was really sweet last night. he said it would be cool if me and keith went on vacation while he was in vegas so i was glad he was ok with it. we are probably just going to go down and see cheryl. cheryl wrote me a great email yesterday saying i wasnt a retard for emailing kyle and that i was a strong person and that i was a bigger person than kyle cuz he never would have had the balls to email me first or what ever and she is like i am confident that you know how you feel about him and that there are better things out there for you. so that was cool. and i was happy that she said all those things it cheered me up. but anyway. keith and i talked until 3 something in the morning. cuz i found out i have gonorrhea and that sucks i dont know who i got it from but i dont really care. as long as it's not herpes or aids or something ya know. i just learned a lesson that i already knew. not to have sex unless i am in a monogomous relationship and we have both been tested. it's weird though cuz i dont have any syptoms or anything. but oh well. kenny was cool with it. surprisingly i thought he would get mad and blame me and be mean about it. but he wasnt. and he didnt blame me. i dont know i am sure i am the one at fault so i just need to be more careful in the future. i felt kinda slutty but it happens especially if you arent careful and i wasnt as careful as i should have been apparently and at least it is treatable in one day. sex sucks.