Kenny=Crazy

last night he was going on and on about how i did not want to have sex. and it's like i cant help it if i dont want to have sex every freakin day. and he was just going on about how selfish it was that i wouldnt have sex with him. and it's like the first or second time that i have not wanted to have sex. but he thinks its a sin because i dont want to have sex more than once a day and that i wont have sex more than once a day and that i want to stop having sex when it hurts. it is so ridiculous and then he was like if you tell this to keith and he says that i am being a jackass then he is full of shit and just trying to get into your pants. i was so pissed about all that sex stuff it's like damn. he seriously said he thinks we should have sex 5 times a day. and that if we dont i am being selfish. and then i told him about the highadventures thing and he's like thats a rip off and there are other clubs out there and all that. and that i only think that it is so great because i think it is the only one. he acts like he is just soooo much smarter than me. like there arent other clubs like that. no crap there are other ones i have heard of them before. such a downer. and then we talked again about how he thinks i am depressed (talking about him thinking i am depressed depresses me!!) and how i dont try hard enough to find a job or go to school or what ever. and it's like what the fuck. didnt we just discuss how i dont need to be lectured. actually we just got over fighting about that last week. i just dont get why the hell it bugs him so much. well i guess i do. he thinks we are going to get married. so he wants the best wife he can get. and all that. well thats understandable except that he wants me to do everything his way and i want to do everything my way. lol. oh well we will see what happens next in the kenny show. oh another thing about the sex thing. i had a pap earlier in the morning (which he knew about) and my cervix was still sore which he also knew about.