well i was going to go and see keith again on thursday but i forgot he has his kids. and now he is having a crappy day and thinks he is making my day crappy. ridiculous. so anyway. i am waiting to get in the shower cuz kenny will be here at 10 but i dont have anything to do until then so i am just on here but oh well. i am giving up soda for the week. i am going to try to fool myself into giving it up for longer but i am starting out with a week so i dont freak out and drink like 5 cases of it. lol. but it's all good. cuz i think i will be ok as long as i have tons of water. and i got oj this morning. but i am thinking that that could be part of the reason i am not loosing in my abs. that and i am evening out. i was so exhausted when i worked out earlier i couldnt even finish the tape!! that is horrible. only 3 weeks 4 days left. then what am i going to do when i dont loose anything. which is part of the reason i am cutting back on my soda intake and i am going to watch my points better. i dont see how you lose weight from cutting back on diet soda though. there's no calories. do you retain water from it. i dont know. but at least this way i will be hydrated and my skin will look better. plus it is just good for you. ya know. damn i am bored. i wish that the frozen foods from weightwatchers was good (besides the chocolate desert stuff) cuz then i would eat that all the time and not worry about it cuz it says the points right on the box. maybe i will make another blog just for my points. ya know. instead of a spread sheet. since i am here all the time anyway. and i can keep track of everything that i eat and all that hmmm. that could be good. i cant wait to get a job. i am thinking of getting my associates in either legal assistant/parallegal or fitness trainer. probably legal assistant/ parallegal. just cuz it sounds cooler. lol. no i think i would actually enjoy it more. but who knows. maybe not. and then i will do that while i go to school for what i really want. or just do that who knows. i am goofy. plus at the same time i can get my certificate from the art instructions schools. that is going to be sweet too when i actually finish that shit. it is taking forever cuz i get bored and then i dont do it for awhile but anyway. i am pretty bored so i am going to play polar bowler and then hop in the shower