God how stupid is it to be a girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i swear ya know normally pms is fine and dandy. dont like it but dont mind it too much. all part of being a woman and what not. however when it causes you to be an overemotional oversentimental retard that does the dumbest shit i just wish i had a penis. seriously why....why should it make me forget what a selfish ass he is why would it make me miss his legs and the way he looked when he played soccer etc. etc. etc. i dont get it!!! when i knew i would regret it why did i still send the email. why did i send it i could erase it but then i know i will just do it again next month. god i am retarded!!!!!!