decisions decisions

ok so now keith wants me to go out with him. well see where it leads. well i dont know. i really like kenny and i dont want to break up with him to got out with someone else. i dont want to do that to him. and i am not even sure i want to be in a relationship anyway. ya know it's like i like keith alot but i dont want a boyfriend and i know i have one now. but i dont want to go from one to the other. and all that and i dont know i still want to be friends with kenny but i dont know if keith would trust me and i dont even know if kenny would want to be friends with me. plus i still want to be able to buy kenny his xmas present and a valentines day present and all that. and i want to be able to take him to the chop house. and all that. but i know keith wont be comfortable with that and i dont even know if i would be comfortable being friends with kenny because he might try to pressure me into going out with him or doing something with him. once you say i love you to someone how do you take it back.