SSCCOOORRRE!!!

I finally got some!! and it was goooooood. keith came over last night to "talk" well that didnt happen. lol. first of all my power in my apartment was out and that sucked. but i think we all know what happens when there's a power outage. lol. so i guess it worked to our advantage. and because it was so hot we had a little fun with some water. that was nice. i was thinking about that everytime i took a drink when i was working out today. i was like dang that was good. and i didnt even bother keeping track of how many times i got off. it was really fun. i wouldnt mind doing that again. i might have to fake a little power outage here or there. and it was great cuz like a millisecond after we were done the air came back on. it was perfect timing. i was laying in bed half an hour later and so wanted to do it again but the rest of my body was like dont even think about it. lol. and we might do something this weekend. so that would be nice if we do, then maybe we could actually get closer to a decision. and hopefully have lots more sex. mmmmm sex. oh not to mention that i got a little oral action and it was very nice. but ya know i feel guilty when i am having sex with him, it's like i am just laying there and he is doing his thang and being awesome and i am just being selfish. i mean it's awesome,  i am not used to that and i dont want him to think i dont want to take care of him, i just feel bad cuz i know i should be doing something but i am liking it too much. lol. that's sad. but true