oh i forgot to mention keith was being really sweet when he came over wednesday, he was all like it looks like you lost weight. and i was like sweet. i have been in such a good mood since he came over. it's pretty nice, i have just been really relaxed and sleeping much better. well except the nightmare i had when i took a nap but i am not even going to go into that cuz it was just awful (although there was a good sex part in the dream , so it wasnt all bad) making a webpage is way harder than i thought. well making it from scratch i should say. although when i figure out something new i get all excited and have a nice sense of satisfaction. however it takes me like an hour to get one thing right and about 50 wrong. but that's ok, i have 1 and a half pages done, they are very simple but that's ok for now. i just need to figure out how to publish them and then how to link them all together. cuz the rest of the pages should be a snap. but they will all still be pretty simple.