damn! from my little "holiday" from my diet i gained 2 lbs, that sucks, i know i have been saying this alot lately but i really need to step it up, i am just hoping that one of these times i say it it will actually sink in. i had an interesting weekend, went to marisa's and hung out and it was alot of fun, just sitting around the fire, chilling w/ rays family, it kinda reminded me of when i was younger and we would go to this clubhouse with my mom's fiance's family and hang out all night, ray's girls were really sweet, and i didnt feel akward around them for that long cuz marisa was there and because they were pretty open and not very shy at all, we went to naperdays in naperville and had some awesome food, and we just chilled for awhile, met another friend of marisa's, i dont know if the woman was just shy or maybe she was having a bad/weird day or something from being pregnant, or if she didnt like me but she seemed kinda closed off to me. but i know that i come across like that too sometimes even though i try hard not to be like that, but i dont know, well anyway, the next day i got up and we had these awesome things with pork and quacamole and sourcream for breakfast, the pork was delicious, i am not really into pig all that much but when you have pork that is like when it's a roast, that i love, well anyway now i am getting hungry, then i went home and me and keith tried to take nikki to the zoo, no such luck, all the parking was taken, so then we went to eat at where else, portillos, then we went and played at a park and went up to wisconsin and played at this kickass park, it was huge and had so much stuff, but anyway by the time we went to bed i was beat! i played with nikki most of the night and then went and got her icecream, and then we went to bed. then we went to the park again on sunday after keith and nikki got back from his father's day breakfast with his in-laws and son. when we got back to my house we tried watching scarface, but we didnt make it all the way through, and my frustrations were finally relieved very nicely before the movie. i was a happy camper.