just got back from tango!!! had sooo much fun. after class we went to this little cafe type place on halstead (i think) but anyway it was awesome. we watched all these people who have been dancing for at least 3 yrs and they were all sooo good. i cant wait til i am that good. and i have a new crush. his name is nick. he is very cute but the thing that got me was that last class we danced together the whole time and he is very muscular and dancing with him is very good. but then tonight i danced with 2 guys that are friends with danny (the instructor) and they were good but one guy was not a strong lead at all. but i kept messing up. but i cant wait til i am good because it is sooo sexy. i love it. well i said new crush but i still want michael to call. i dont know why he isnt. i just dont understand. but i will just have to move on. but i am sad to do it. my horoscope was kinda crazy today
Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
You're entering a period filled with doubt, especially where your love life is concerned. In general, you like your feelings to be clear and your relationships, too. But you may be doing a lot of thinking about your relationships over the next few days. Are you sure you have chosen the right person for you? Are his feelings for you as sincere as he claims? Could you live without him? The next two months will bring you the answers to these questions. But don't forget, no one is perfect... - Tomorrow - Professional Phone Consultation - Email an
how crazy is that.... all of it is very true. it is kinda scary when they are actually right. cuz normally i just look at them for laughs and to see what it says then i forget about it but once in awhile it is actually on target. i am just on a high from dancing. i was supposed to have dinner with kenny but i wanted to dance so i danced. lol. god i wish michael would call. i am very sad right now. but happy from dancing. it's a sick cycle. i am very disappointed that michael is doing this. now i dont know what to think and i am very hurt by it. i just dont understand. is it something i did or is he just a jerk. it feels like me. i mean the last time we talked it was all fine and then now all of a sudden nothing. i am confused. i feel so naive and stupid when it comes to guys. i never should have dated the moron so long. because now i dont know anything about guys. i am just feeling very sad. but on to happier things. i cant wait to tango and meet a guy who knows how to tango. and just be sexy. seriously though tango is such a turn on. it's awesome. kevin didnt ask me out but he is going to take 2 classes with me next semester. and we talked for a long time well not too long maybe an hour. this whole thing with michael just has me bummed. i am going to have to be so much more guarded from now on and not let my heart run away with me. well i am tired and i have to get up early for laundry...fun fun.